LOL lazy!

Hi everyone, sorry about the HUGE delay between posts. Frankly, I had forgotten my password and have only just reset it!

So what's been going on with my band? Not much! I went for my 4th fill on Thursday with a different Doc. I was so damn nervous because for the whole week leading up to it I had convinced myself I had put on weight. I was so scared of the nurse and the doc! I jumped on the scales and my face fell, 131.4kg :( I turned to the nurse who had a big smile on her face. I said "Oh my god! I can't believe I haven't lost any weight!" She gave me a weird look and pointed to the computer. Since my last visit (which mind you was 5 weeks ago) I had lost 5.5kg! JOY! I couldn't believe it. I had totally forgotten what my last weight was until she showed me. I am SO SO SO close to the 120's I can taste it! He he.

I have stepped up my exercise a bit with doing light weights, walking (god i hate it, I live in an area that has so many damn hills), push ups, sit ups, star jumps and some other stuff. Every time I exercise it gets so much easier. I am feeling good and people are starting to notice which is always nice :)

BUT of course I have my bad days. My really really really bad days where I just have a shit day and eat Maccas. It tastes like shit but somehow I am still addicted. I have seriously been considering seeing a psychologist or someone that can help me through it but I wouldn't know where to start.

My Mum had her stomach stapled in the 90's and she has lost heaps of weight. I hear it only lasts 10 years but hers is still working. She has a horrid scar on her stomach where they did it but she looks so amazing now, so small! But she has a lot of problems eating a lot of things. With alot of what she eats she has to run to the bathroom and vomit. Which is scary. I am so glad the Lap Band is now available instead of this horrible 'stapling'. I wish my Mum could of had the band.